Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Sad.

I have to be honest. This is my pity party, if you are not interested in hearing any whining, please skip on to the next blog.

I am sad about moving. I feel as if I am just making friends in our neighborhood. Now I am having to start over. Mason has friends that he loves to play with. I have Mom friends that I love to chat with. Curt has friends that he loves to hang with. Mason had a school and teachers that he loved and that I loved. We have doctors we love. We love our church. We fit here.

Apparently God has another plan for our lives, a new track for us to take. I know that Curt lost his job and this job that he has taken is the best for our family. I know that no matter what, we would have had to move. I am at peace with that. I just think it stinks to start over. But we are friendly people, we made the friends we have and we can add to the stack. But that still does not change the fact that I am feeling sorry for myself. Comfort makes everything easier. We are comfortable where we are. Easy was our life. Easy it will be again, as soon as all is settled.

4 comments:

  1. You're going to make me sad! I know how you feel... in a way. Change is HARD. And you will do amazing and grow in so many ways because of it. I know you Leslee. You are such a fantastic person and fun woman, you will have friends flocking to hand out with you! And it's ok to have a pity party right now. You deserve that....

    Just know that when you get to Crossville and your new life begins, your little ones won't let you stay down. They have a miraculous way of keeping us on our toes and helping us look up. Good luck this week and weekend. We will keep you in our prayers.

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  2. I'm a little jealous over the fact that you get to move. We have lived in the same town since we got married 15 yrs ago. I think it would be a nice change to just pick up and go.

    But life always has a way of working out. I'm sure everything will be fine and think of all the new friends you will get to meet!

    :)Rachel

    ps. your little men are just adorable. ;)

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  3. i just can't imagine that you wouldn't be sad...i mean, normal will change for you, but i guess you have to see that normal will happen again. and you are totally awesome...so you'll have great neighbors again. besides, you still have me right here in blogosphere!

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  4. Oh girl. I just want to hug you. And I'll get to over a yummy calzone tomorrow! WOOHOO! ;D

    OK, seriously, you and the fam will be OK. I know change is hard and that this is your comfort. But your "home" is wherever your beautiful family is. They provide you with the most comfort and you will all be together in a safe place. That is what matters most.

    {{HUGS}}

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